Why am I nervous? :)
I have been playing (badly) for a few years but never got a handicap, this year I would like a County card, the only way to get one is with a registered CONGU handicap so this year I am going for it.
Tonight I play with a member of my club off the whites for the first time, I know my playing partner well, he plays off 28.
I know my handicap is well above that but still feel nervous today.
Its mad isn't it :)